I have another God story for you and this one is going to make you laugh but it brought me so much peace!
Maybe back in Sept I found a TikTok that said...
“You need to have a password with God”
The video I saw was a girl explaining that she had a password with God and it can be anything you want. But she said..
“You never speak it, Don’t write it down or say anything! It’s just something between you and God and you can determine what that password means!”
Well, my mom has always found hearts like EVERYWHERE! She finds them in Clouds, rocks, leaves, she finds hearts shapes everywhere and she said that’s God telling her He loves her. Well that was the first thing I thought but couldn’t think of what I wanted my password to be
God has done so much recently and I wanted it to be something like that so I chose the number 54. If you go back and read my God story about me having a talk with a friend,Terry. God told me what time I would get done talking and it was 10:54!
Here is that story here... My encounter with God and God is omniscient
So I then picked 54, I then, of course I saw the number 54 EVERYWHERE!
Gas prices, my speedometer, the time I happen to look at the clock, battery percentage on my phone, license plates and the temperature outside. This was getting way too common!
So I remember I was in the shower AT OUR OLD HOUSE before we moved and I was praying and said “God I want you to pick out what our password is because 54 is just to easy for you!”
So time went on maybe 3-4 months later and we MOVED houses and I can’t remember the date of this but I woke up to go to the bathroom and this is what my head said to me as soon as I got up…
“I don’t want my password to be 54… I want it to be….pink toilet paper! Yep, that’s what I want it to be pink toilet paper”
I was like “oooookkkk???”
I DID NOT think that but l was half asleep so I just went back to sleep
I woke up the next morning and first thing on my mind is PINK TOLIET PAPER!
How in the world is God going to show me pink Toliet Paper????
I looked on Amazon and they sell it on there so since it’s close to Christmas I thought… I bet this will be some kind of gag gift or White Elephant gift! Maybe that’s how he will show it to me??
Christmas was getting closer and I am randomly thinking how is God going to show me pink Toliet paper?
I then run through every kind of scenario I can come up and I had some good ideas…..Ok! This can happen!! I have some ideas on how God can do this…
Christmas comes and goes and no pink toilet Paper! I had to ask myself finally
What does Pink Toliet Paper mean when I see it?
I said ok! It means…
God sees me
God hears me
God loves me and
I want you to leave a “situation” behind
Because now! Things have been crazy and stressful with a certain situation and I knew God was wanting us to leave and walk away from something.
So once I knew now what pink toliet paper meant, I was fully believing God was going to show it to me! I thought about it all the time and was so curious how he would do it.
So one night we were watching a movie with the kids called “Yes Day!” As we are watching it. There is a scene where there is pink foam coming out of the toliets and there was a little pink foam on the toliet paper and I am hyper sensitive to this so after the movie I go on YouTube and look up that scene to get a closer look of the toliet paper and it was white with a tad bit of pink on it and I said to God…
“C’mon! I know you can do better than that!”
But I felt this nudge to tell Ryan this whole pink toilet paper story
and I was thinking “no one can know about this, well that’s just what that girl said… ok! I’ll tell him”
I told him and he of course thought that was funny but I also said “When I see pink toilet paper it is a sign from God we need to leave that “situation”
So another week goes by and our situation is getting more and more intense and just coming to a head with some things so we are pretty stressed about things but turn on a movie with the kids and this time we watch “The cat in the Hat” with Mike Myers. Our first time watching this
My first thought as we are watching this is “there is a lot of bright colors in this movie!” I have this gut feeling I am going to see my pink toliet paper! I’m glued to the TV. There is a scene and it is quick where they throw this talking fish into the toliet and BAM!!!
I SEE PINK TOLIET PAPER!!!!

**picture is of the scene in Cat In the Hat with the pink toliet paper***
I rewound it and paused it and said “What color is that toliet paper?”
The kids yell “PINK! That’s pink toliet paper!”
My stomach dropped!
I am shaking!
Just hearing the kids say “Pink Toliet Paper” made me have goosebumps!
Ryan knew immediately what that meant and not even an hour later we were not only told but pushed to leave that “situation” anyways
We were sick about it and God was right on time with showing me my pink toliet paper confirming with us!
It’s time to leave it behind, it was hard but God knows what we need
So if you ever come to my house, you will find pink toliet paper in my bathroom on a shelf because I ended up buying some on Amazon just as a reminder that..
God sees me
God hears me
God loves me
and to leave things behind!
Why do I tell this story that makes me sound crazy? Try it out yourself! Ask God to reveal his love for you by a “password” it can be anything you want it to be and mean whatever you want it to be!
Keep it between you and God and he will slowly show you he hears you and loves you too!
Some examples and other stories I found are on TikTok and just search “Password with God"
Thanks for reading and I hope somehow this blesses you!
XOXO
