If it It wasn’t for a video I saw on TikTok about talking about having a password with God then I know I wouldn't have had one
I’ve had 3 with God. The first one I made and then the next two, I had God to tell me what he wanted it be.
So in the TikTok video that I watched the girl said...
"Don’t tell anybody your password with God.
Don’t say it out loud.
Don’t write it down or anything.
It’s just something that’s between you and God".
I told some people my story with my other two passwords, so I was ready for another one with God...
So one night, while in bed. I kind of woke up and I remember I was thinking about my password with God and what it should be. I am half asleep and I start thinking about a blue bird or a blue butterfly. I can’t really remember, but when I woke up the next morning, I was thinking about it again and I just was going back-and-forth with it and at the time, I was kind of dealing with what kind of decision we should make with different things and so I just said in my head....
"well when I see a bluebird or butterfly, that’s just God telling me that I’m doing the things that he wants me to do"
Not long later, I was home my daughter and we look out the window and a blue Jay perched itself on a tree right on the side of the house and I looked over and I said "There’s a Blue Jay!! We’ve never seen those before" and so we took a picture of it and then I thought "Is that my password? Ok, well it’s gonna be a blue colored bird since that’s just what I saw"
Three to four MONTHS went by and I NEVER saw a blue colored bird again! We live in a house that has so much bird activity. They are so loud they wake us up before dawn singing, that's how many there are around! I was always paying attention to the birds and I was always curious when God was gonna show me a bluebird.
I have been struggling with some things, constantly praying, crying about it and I knew my prayer is so simple to God and this is so easy for him to fix.I don’t understand why he’s not answering.
One night I woke up in the middle of the night and thinking about my problem. I was kind of getting upset and I couldn’t go back to sleep, I was praying about it, talking about it and getting myself upset, but when I finally went back to sleep God gave me a very vivid and emotional dream.
In my dream, I was talking to someone (I don’t know who it was) and as we are standing looking at each other, a blue colored bird went right by my face, in between us and then it perched on a tree or something right beside us and I looked at it and I said (In my dream) "That’s the Holy Spirit. That’s my sign!" and I start breaking down and I start crying in my dream and I couldn’t tell the person I was talking to why I was crying because I was crying so hard and then I woke up.
My first thought was "Did my husband hear me crying in my sleep?" I just remember crying I didn’t know how intense I was?? So at around 2:30am, I get up and when I walk into the bathroom I hear this song in my head. "Your goodness is running after, it's running after me".
I couldn’t think of what came after it or anything else, so I went back to bed and slept all the way to the next morning and then my kids come in bed with us and they were talking to us and then I get up again go to the bathroom and I hear the song "Your Goodness is running after, It's running after me"
I wouldn’t say God told me to do this, but I just felt like I needed to write down my dream so I get my phone and go into my notes and wrote down my dream.
The next day, a friend tagged me in a Facebook post. the post was about the Goodness of God. I read it but nothing clicked with me until I read the word "Goodness" I wasn't sure what that all meant but I screen shot it because deep down I felt like God wanted me to see this.
Maybe a couple days later I’m reading my Bible, which I’ve been very proud of, and I was reading Psalms then for some reason I stopped a few chapters in I then begin to read Chronicles, then I was reading in Kings. I was trying to read in chronological order and I was reading Psalms after Samual.
On this particular day, I read what I needed to in Kings, but I decided to go back and read a psalms after I read it, I noticed it was talking about God's goodness and after I read it. I just sat there for a minute.
It was literally like God was saying...."hello have you not paid attention?" so I went back and read what I wrote in my dream and then I read again what my friend tagged me in and I realize...
This is the same chapter of psalms that I just read and It was like my eyes were open and I was like "God is telling me his goodness is running after me!"
I’m starting to cry and I am having this special moment with God. I’m sitting in my dining room and I have to get up to go get a tissue in the kitchen and as I get up to go get my tissue, I see right in front of the window A BLUE BIRD!!! It was sitting there just perfectly in my field of vision and I am like "Oh my gosh there’s my bluebird!!!" I went and got my phone real quick and I took a picture of it and after I took a picture of it, the bird flew away.
I lost it. I was crying so hard just thanking God for hearing me and then I even started laughing because this was just so ironic!
This bluebird, I have never saw before because I have been paying attention for MONTHS! The bird I actually saw was an Eastern Bluebird as well so it's in the name too!
A couple months have went by and strangely I didn't see this bird ever again.
Slowly these blue birds have come back around, and one day. I saw 3 of them all on our back deck just sitting. (Mom said the 3 is Father, Son and Holy Spirit!)
One has even made a nest in one of my kid's birdhouses. The nest has 3 eggs in it. So now every day these blue birds I see most every day!
I have noticed FOR ME that God speaks to us through all kinds of ways! We just have to pay attention.
So moral of my story is.... if you don’t have a password with God, I recommend you to make one. It could be something you think of, it could be something you can ask God to pick it out and he will tell you what he wants it to be and what it could even mean. At the right time he will show it to you. It is just amazing how God works and I wanted to share that for a long time but I’ve kind of been nervous, but I hope that helps someone
XOXO
